<?xml version="1.0" encoding="UTF-8"?>
<rss version="2.0"
	xmlns:content="http://purl.org/rss/1.0/modules/content/"
	xmlns:wfw="http://wellformedweb.org/CommentAPI/"
	xmlns:dc="http://purl.org/dc/elements/1.1/"
	xmlns:atom="http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom"
	xmlns:sy="http://purl.org/rss/1.0/modules/syndication/"
	xmlns:slash="http://purl.org/rss/1.0/modules/slash/"
	>

<channel>
	<title>dead fish &#187; Life</title>
	<atom:link href="http://www.thomaskeller.biz/blog/category/life/feed/" rel="self" type="application/rss+xml" />
	<link>http://www.thomaskeller.biz/blog</link>
	<description>only dead fish swim with the stream</description>
	<lastBuildDate>Wed, 28 Jul 2010 11:13:00 +0000</lastBuildDate>
	<language>en</language>
	<sy:updatePeriod>hourly</sy:updatePeriod>
	<sy:updateFrequency>1</sy:updateFrequency>
	<generator>http://wordpress.org/?v=3.0</generator>
		<item>
		<title>Auf dem LinuxTag in Berlin</title>
		<link>http://www.thomaskeller.biz/blog/2010/06/07/auf-dem-linuxtag-in-berlin/</link>
		<comments>http://www.thomaskeller.biz/blog/2010/06/07/auf-dem-linuxtag-in-berlin/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Mon, 07 Jun 2010 11:20:20 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Thomas Keller</dc:creator>
				<category><![CDATA[German]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Life]]></category>

		<guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.thomaskeller.biz/blog/?p=692</guid>
		<description><![CDATA[Ich bin am 12. Juni 2010 auf dem LinuxTag auf dem Berliner Messegelände, vielleicht läuft man sich ja über den Weg? Falls ich nicht schon durch meine Statur auffalle, sollte man einfach nach einem Typen mit einem weißen T-Shirt mit monotone-Logo Ausschau halten&#8230;]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Ich bin am 12. Juni 2010 auf dem <a href="http://www.linuxtag.org/2010/">LinuxTag</a> auf dem Berliner Messegelände, vielleicht läuft man sich ja über den Weg? Falls ich nicht schon durch meine Statur auffalle, sollte man einfach nach einem Typen mit einem weißen T-Shirt mit monotone-Logo Ausschau halten&#8230; <img src='http://www.thomaskeller.biz/blog/wp-includes/images/smilies/icon_wink.gif' alt=';)' class='wp-smiley' /> </p>
]]></content:encoded>
			<wfw:commentRss>http://www.thomaskeller.biz/blog/2010/06/07/auf-dem-linuxtag-in-berlin/feed/</wfw:commentRss>
		<slash:comments>0</slash:comments>
		</item>
		<item>
		<title>Guerilla Gardening</title>
		<link>http://www.thomaskeller.biz/blog/2010/06/02/guerilla-gardening/</link>
		<comments>http://www.thomaskeller.biz/blog/2010/06/02/guerilla-gardening/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Wed, 02 Jun 2010 13:32:52 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Thomas Keller</dc:creator>
				<category><![CDATA[German]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Life]]></category>

		<guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.thomaskeller.biz/blog/?p=678</guid>
		<description><![CDATA[Das kam gerade über den Critical Mass-Verteiler in Leipzig: &#8230;. und plötzlich werden von irgendwo her mit Erde gefüllte Badewannen im Uni-Innenhof auftauchen und die herbeiströmenden Menschen können nach Lust und Laune einen Grashalm, eine Blume, einen Samen hineinsplanzen &#8230; Wann? Do., 3. Juni, 11.00 Uhr Wo? Innenhof des Campusneubaus Mitbringen? Blumen, Pflanzen, Samen &#8230; [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Das kam gerade über den Critical Mass-Verteiler in Leipzig:</p>

<blockquote>
<img src="http://c2.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images02/139/m_9f7655c22eda41b48db3d5bbd84e18d9.png" align="right" hspace="5" vspace="5" />
&#8230;. und plötzlich werden von irgendwo her mit Erde gefüllte Badewannen im Uni-Innenhof auftauchen und die herbeiströmenden Menschen können nach Lust und Laune einen Grashalm, eine Blume, einen Samen hineinsplanzen &#8230; <br />
<br />
Wann? Do., 3. Juni, 11.00 Uhr<br />
Wo? Innenhof des Campusneubaus<br />
Mitbringen? Blumen, Pflanzen, Samen &#8230; <br />
<br />
Wieso? Diese Aktionen &#8211; manche nennen es auch &#8220;Guerilla Gardening&#8221;, also eigenmächtiges Gärtnern im öffentlichen Raum &#8211; dient dazu den Innenhof der neuen Unicampus provisorisch zu begrünen, um erstens schon jetzt mehr Grün an die Uni zu bringen und zweitens die Uni-Leitung dazu aufzurufen, das vorliegende ausgearbeitete Begrünungskonzept umzusetzen.<br />
v
Desweiteren: spread the word! bitte weiterflüstern, weiterleiten, vorbeikommen &#8230; <br />
<br />
[<a href="http://www.myspace.com/pflanzmob">www.myspace.com/pflanzmob</a>]<br />
<br />
Es grüßt,<br />
der PflanzMob<br />
<br />
PS: Wer zu dem Zeitpunkt nicht kann, soll gerne zu einem späteren Zeitpunkt pflanzen.
</blockquote>

<p>Find ich persönlich eine sehr coole Idee&#8230; <img src='http://www.thomaskeller.biz/blog/wp-includes/images/smilies/icon_smile.gif' alt=':)' class='wp-smiley' /> </p>
]]></content:encoded>
			<wfw:commentRss>http://www.thomaskeller.biz/blog/2010/06/02/guerilla-gardening/feed/</wfw:commentRss>
		<slash:comments>2</slash:comments>
		</item>
		<item>
		<title>They&#8217;re not enough yet (Update)</title>
		<link>http://www.thomaskeller.biz/blog/2009/12/18/theyre-not-enough-yet/</link>
		<comments>http://www.thomaskeller.biz/blog/2009/12/18/theyre-not-enough-yet/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Fri, 18 Dec 2009 16:51:03 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Thomas Keller</dc:creator>
				<category><![CDATA[Life]]></category>

		<guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.thomaskeller.biz/blog/?p=504</guid>
		<description><![CDATA[I&#8217;m watching the climate conference in Copenhagen with great anger, mostly because I&#8217;m just feeling confirmed that the manhood is simply stupid. Not individuals on their own, but if they&#8217;re organized and have to go into the one, the only right direction, they&#8217;re completly dumb. I mean, how many homeless, how many dead people do [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>I&#8217;m watching the climate conference in Copenhagen with great anger, mostly because I&#8217;m just feeling confirmed that the manhood is simply stupid. Not individuals on their own, but if they&#8217;re organized and have to go into the one, the only right direction, they&#8217;re completly dumb. I mean, how many homeless, how many dead people do we have to count before everyone, and I really mean everyone, acts in concert?</p>

<p>Sadly, this won&#8217;t happen in one, five or even ten years. Maybe within the mid of this century, when there have been enough Tsunamis, Hurricanes and Typhoons killing people, and enough floods, ground erosion and slash-and-burn have taken place and have wiped out enough farmland to let the remaining poor people die on hunger, then maybe some leaders will open their eyes and come to the conclusion <strong>&#8220;We&#8217;ve fucked up in Copenhagen &#8217;09&#8243;</strong>.</p>

<p><strong>Update:</strong> I&#8217;ve stumbled across <a href="http://www.guardian.co.uk/environment/2009/dec/22/copenhagen-climate-change-mark-lynas">a noteworthy article of The Guardian</a> from Mark Lynas about the conference and the blocking position of China:</p>

<blockquote>
[...] China&#8217;s growth, and growing global political and economic dominance, is based largely on cheap coal. China knows it is becoming an uncontested superpower [...] Its coal-based economy doubles every decade, and its power increases commensurately. Its leadership will not alter this magic formula unless they absolutely have to. [...]
</blockquote>

<p>History tells us that a single human life &#8211; or even hundreds or thousands of them &#8211; doesn&#8217;t count much in China. I expect this won&#8217;t change in the future.</p>
]]></content:encoded>
			<wfw:commentRss>http://www.thomaskeller.biz/blog/2009/12/18/theyre-not-enough-yet/feed/</wfw:commentRss>
		<slash:comments>0</slash:comments>
		</item>
		<item>
		<title>Das ist meine Laterne!</title>
		<link>http://www.thomaskeller.biz/blog/2009/09/07/das-ist-meine-laterne/</link>
		<comments>http://www.thomaskeller.biz/blog/2009/09/07/das-ist-meine-laterne/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Mon, 07 Sep 2009 10:41:50 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Thomas Keller</dc:creator>
				<category><![CDATA[German]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Life]]></category>

		<guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.thomaskeller.biz/blog/?p=415</guid>
		<description><![CDATA[Am vergangenen Wochenende war ich mal wieder unterwegs in meiner alten Heimat Eisenach, ja genau dem Eisenach, wo einige Tausend Beschäftigte um den Ausgang des Bieterwettstreits um Opel bangen. Besonders erschrocken hat mich hier die breite Plakatierung von NPD und REP auf fast allen Ausfallstraßen und vor allem auch in Innenstadt-/ Bahnhofsnähe. Es schien sich [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Am vergangenen Wochenende war ich mal wieder unterwegs in meiner alten Heimat Eisenach, ja genau dem Eisenach, wo einige Tausend Beschäftigte um den Ausgang des Bieterwettstreits um Opel bangen.</p>

<p>Besonders erschrocken hat mich hier die breite Plakatierung von NPD und REP auf fast allen Ausfallstraßen und vor allem auch in Innenstadt-/ Bahnhofsnähe. Es schien sich ausgezahlt zu haben, Umfragen zufolge erreichte wohl gerade die NPD in einigen Gebieten zweistellige Zustimmung.</p>

<p>Dass die hiesige Regierung unwillens oder unfähig ist, diesen &#8220;Parteien&#8221; auf rechtsstaatlichem Wege den Garaus zu machen, ist hinlänglich bekannt. Eine viel größere Farce ist für mich noch, dass dieses rechte Gesindel sogar noch aus der öffentlichen Hand mitfinanziert wird. Richtig ist aber auch, dass rechtes Gedankengut durch bloßes Verbieten nicht aus den Köpfen der Leute verschwindet. Viele Landespolitiker gerade in der Provinz sehen nun die &#8220;Früchte&#8221;, die das fehlende Budget für Jugend- und Sozialarbeit in ihrer Region getrieben hat; rechte Blender lauern an allen Orten auf die Unwissenden, Zurückgelassenen und Wütenden.</p>

<p>Ein Ärgernis sind wohl vor allem auch die Hetzplakate, die überall hoch an den Lichtmasten hängen. Der Gesetzgeber erlaubt die Wahlwerbung an bestimmten öffentlichen Plätzen (ausgenommen sind bspw. Ampelanlagen) und unter diesem Schutz kann bpsw. die NPD ungehindert agieren. Anwohner direkt am Ort der Plakatierung stehen dem meist ohnmächtig gegenüber, denn sie machen sich lt. Gesetz sogar strafbar, wenn sie Wahlplakate abnehmen, auch wenn diese erheblich das Stadtbild verschandeln und ein schlechtes Licht auf die Nachbarschaft werfen (&#8220;schau, sind ja alles Nazis hier!&#8221;).</p>

<p>Was könnte man also nun konkret mit wenig Budget in einer Kleinstadt wie Eisenach dagegen tun, gerade gegen die übermäßige und ekelhafte Plakatierung?
Mir kam hier der Gedanke des &#8220;public private partnerships&#8221; &#8211; wie wäre es denn, wenn die Stadt die Grundstücke ihrer Lichtmasten an die Anwohner verkauft und sie von diesen für einen &#8220;symbolischen&#8221; Betrag wie bspw. 1 Euro / Jahr pachtet? Da der Eigentümer nun nicht mehr die öffentliche Hand, sondern eine Privatperson ist, müsste die NPD bei jedem Eigentümer einzeln um Erlaubnis bitten, ihre Plakate an &#8220;ihren&#8221; Lichtmast aufhängen zu dürfen. Wird wild plakatiert, hätte der neue Eigentümer sogar das Recht, die Wahlplakate auf eigene Faust und völlig zu Recht zu entfernen.</p>

<p>Mich würde wirklich interessieren, ob das klappen könnte. Wenn ja, wäre der NPD ein Schnippchen geschlagen und sie hätten vermutlich ein großes Problem, noch geeignete Stellen für ihre Plakate zu finden. Nicht einschätzen kann ich hingegen den Verwaltungsaufwand, jedem Anwohner seinen &#8220;eigenen&#8221; Lichtmast zuzugestehen. Vielleicht gibt es hier auch die Möglichkeit des &#8220;Sammelkaufs&#8221; &#8211; es käme auf einen Versuch an! Was meint Ihr?</p>
]]></content:encoded>
			<wfw:commentRss>http://www.thomaskeller.biz/blog/2009/09/07/das-ist-meine-laterne/feed/</wfw:commentRss>
		<slash:comments>5</slash:comments>
		</item>
		<item>
		<title>Election day</title>
		<link>http://www.thomaskeller.biz/blog/2009/04/08/election-day/</link>
		<comments>http://www.thomaskeller.biz/blog/2009/04/08/election-day/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Wed, 08 Apr 2009 12:34:12 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Thomas Keller</dc:creator>
				<category><![CDATA[Data Retention]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Life]]></category>

		<guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.thomaskeller.biz/blog/?p=342</guid>
		<description><![CDATA[Germany&#8217;s next election day lies still quite a bit in the future (sometime in September), but the discussion about &#8220;Politikverdrossenheit&#8221; (disenchanted with politics) has already started in the media. Today I was proven right (German,  automated translation) that my &#8220;Politikverdrossenheit&#8221; is actually not based on a lack of interest on these topics or a general [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Germany&#8217;s next election day lies still quite a bit in the future (sometime in September), but the discussion about &#8220;Politikverdrossenheit&#8221; (disenchanted with politics) has already started in the media. Today <a href="http://www.spiegel.de/politik/debatte/0,1518,618088,00.html">I was proven right</a> (German, <a href="http://74.125.77.132/translate_c?hl=de&amp;sl=de&amp;tl=en&amp;u=http://www.spiegel.de/politik/debatte/0,1518,618088,00.html&amp;prev=hp&amp;usg=ALkJrhhHvsPDZ8-mc9bft_8kMDFlE7UtZw" target="_blank"> automated translation</a>) that my &#8220;Politikverdrossenheit&#8221; is actually not based on a lack of interest on these topics or a general misunderstanding, but more on a disillusionment of what is going on &#8220;up there&#8221; and what a single individuum can actually do in this country. Of course there is always something what can be done, after all I wouldn&#8217;t be active in the David vs Goliath challenge the <a href="http://www.akvorrat.de">Working Group against Data Retention</a> faces, but still, big moves or radical political changes (for good, not for bad) just don&#8217;t seem to be possible here.</p>

<p>While I don&#8217;t envy the US americans for their past eight years of Bush and all the other problems they have, I&#8217;m certainly envious of them about their current president Obama. I wonder if somebody like Obama would even get as high in the political triangle in one of the countries of the &#8220;old world&#8221; &#8211; I&#8217;m sure that there are a lot of good, political driven people here as well which could do a similar good job, but I doubt they&#8217;d ever get the chance to &#8220;run for chancellor&#8221;&#8230;</p>
]]></content:encoded>
			<wfw:commentRss>http://www.thomaskeller.biz/blog/2009/04/08/election-day/feed/</wfw:commentRss>
		<slash:comments>1</slash:comments>
		</item>
		<item>
		<title>Slow Death (update)</title>
		<link>http://www.thomaskeller.biz/blog/2009/02/03/slow-death/</link>
		<comments>http://www.thomaskeller.biz/blog/2009/02/03/slow-death/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Tue, 03 Feb 2009 12:07:10 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Thomas Keller</dc:creator>
				<category><![CDATA[Life]]></category>

		<guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.thomaskeller.biz/blog/?p=319</guid>
		<description><![CDATA[I visited my grandparents last sunday and it was a really awful experience. My grandfather, 86yrs old, is sickened with something between dementia and Alzheimer&#8217;s disease, and his condition degrades from day to day. If I remember him from my visit in late spring 2008, where he was, as usual, busy working in his rather [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>I visited my grandparents last sunday and it was a really awful experience. My grandfather, 86yrs old, is sickened with something between dementia and Alzheimer&#8217;s disease, and his condition degrades from day to day. If I remember him from my visit in late spring 2008, where he was, as usual, busy working in his rather big garden, completly normal, and compare that with his situation now, I&#8217;m getting more than sad.</p>

<p>The outbreak of the disease seem to have started sometime in Summer of 2008, after he was visiting my parents in Eisenach and his relatives in Zella-Mehlis (both located in Thuringia). It was kind of his &#8220;final tour&#8221; where he was looking for known people and locations one last time. One event seem to have troubled him very much back in the day, the day when he tried to find the grave of his mother in Zella-Mehlis, but couldn&#8217;t find it because it was removed long ago; something which nobody of his siblings told him about.</p>

<p>The following months from August to December were horror for my grandmother, which is also already in her seventies. She cared for him all day, cleaned him and his clothes, went with him to several doctors, and while he was sleepy most of the time, he got active overnight and prevented her sleep.</p>

<p>On January 23rd the situation got unbearable for her and they took my grandfather into a nursing home nearby the garden where both used to live. And this was also the place where I met him on Sunday: He sat in a wheelchair in the corridor, his head hung down to the right. His eyes looked glassy, I think he didn&#8217;t recognize me at all. No smile, no words, almost no reaction. My grandmother and me sat down on his side and talked, while he was drooling on his pullover. Some time later, after he regorged the last meal, we brought him to his room and I put him into his bed with the help of a male nurse. He fell off his bed just a few days ago and got hurt on his right arm and hip, so he seemed to have big aches with every move that we made. It was more than brutal to see this once proud and strong man in this situation.</p>

<p>I talked to my father the other day about this and he told me about his last visit in mid January. Back then he still had some &#8220;light&#8221; moments where one could talk to him. After my grandmother left the room, my father was alone with him for a short time. He reassured him that they&#8217;ll give him some treat which makes the disease sufferable, but he just responded &#8220;How long should all this still last&#8230;?&#8221;</p>

<p>I don&#8217;t wish anybody to die this way and I certainly don&#8217;t want to die this way. Time will tell us if researchers will finally find something which treats this disease (there seem to be field tests at least with some special protein blocker) or if I have to put a special paragraph for this and similar cases in my testament later on: &#8220;Kill me, I don&#8217;t want to live on!&#8221;</p>

<p><strong>[Update] </strong>My grandfather died on early Tuesday morning, on February 10th, 2009, after he stopped eating for a couple of days already. I&#8217;m sad; at least I had the chance to see him one last time before his death.<strong> [/Update]</strong></p>
]]></content:encoded>
			<wfw:commentRss>http://www.thomaskeller.biz/blog/2009/02/03/slow-death/feed/</wfw:commentRss>
		<slash:comments>0</slash:comments>
		</item>
		<item>
		<title>Read encrypted emails via webmail?</title>
		<link>http://www.thomaskeller.biz/blog/2009/01/09/read-encrypted-emails-via-webmail/</link>
		<comments>http://www.thomaskeller.biz/blog/2009/01/09/read-encrypted-emails-via-webmail/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Fri, 09 Jan 2009 09:16:24 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Thomas Keller</dc:creator>
				<category><![CDATA[Free Software]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Life]]></category>

		<guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.thomaskeller.biz/blog/?p=313</guid>
		<description><![CDATA[I was recently asked how to read encrypted emails securely in some untrusted environment via webmail. Imagine you&#8217;re sitting on someone else&#8217; computer and absolutely need to check your inbox for this one encrypted email which contains a password without which you can&#8217;t continue. Or you&#8217;re in some internet cafe and got an important encrypted [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>I was recently asked how to read encrypted emails securely in some untrusted environment via webmail. Imagine you&#8217;re sitting on someone else&#8217; computer and absolutely need to check your inbox for this one encrypted email which contains a password without which you can&#8217;t continue. Or you&#8217;re in some internet cafe and got an important encrypted email &#8211; how would you do that?</p>

<p>Actually, the only thing which comes into my mind here is a combination of <a href="http://portableapps.com/apps/internet/firefox_portable">Portable Firefox</a> and <a href="http://getfiregpg.com">FireGPG</a> on an USB stick (possibly encrypted). This, of course, bears a couple of problems:</p>

<ol>
    <li>If you don&#8217;t know which OS your &#8220;target&#8221; computer has, you need to have this &#8220;tandem&#8221; in at least three different binary versions, Mac OS X, Linux and Windows. While this doesn&#8217;t sound too hard (three partitions on the same drive), it&#8217;ll probably harder to encrypt all three and have something like &#8220;plug-and-mail-ready&#8221; for the target OS.</li>
    <li>If you use a non-standard webmailer (i.e. no public service, but an own setup, like I have with <a href="http://roundcube.net/">roundCube Webmail</a>), you won&#8217;t have a really good integration with FireGPG (i.e. no interface buttons, auto-decryption and other stuff) unless the webmail software plans support for FireGPG. (roundCube targeted it for &#8220;<a href="http://trac.roundcube.net/ticket/1440396">later</a>&#8220;.)</li>
    <li>And maybe the greatest show-stopper is the question: Is it really secure in untrusted environments? After all, GnuPG needs to load your private key into RAM to decrypt your message, and if it resides unprotected there (does it?), it could be, at any time, be read out by some hidden daemon and boom, your private key would be compromised&#8230;</li>
</ol>

<p>How would you solve this dilemma? A VPN to a trusted PC from which you send and receive emails?</p>

<p>If there are no other good solutions then I guess people will have to choose between accessibility from everywhere and email security. And I bet they don&#8217;t choose security&#8230;</p>
]]></content:encoded>
			<wfw:commentRss>http://www.thomaskeller.biz/blog/2009/01/09/read-encrypted-emails-via-webmail/feed/</wfw:commentRss>
		<slash:comments>3</slash:comments>
		</item>
		<item>
		<title>You can&#8217;t keep me here</title>
		<link>http://www.thomaskeller.biz/blog/2008/10/09/you-cant-keep-me-here/</link>
		<comments>http://www.thomaskeller.biz/blog/2008/10/09/you-cant-keep-me-here/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Thu, 09 Oct 2008 08:18:07 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Thomas Keller</dc:creator>
				<category><![CDATA[Life]]></category>

		<guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.thomaskeller.biz/blog/?p=246</guid>
		<description><![CDATA[I wanna shake I wanna wind out I wanna leave This mind and shout I&#8217;ve lived All this life Like an ocean In disguise I don&#8217;t live for Ever You can&#8217;t keep Me here I wanna race With the sundown I want a last breath Forgive Every being The bad feelings It&#8217;s just me I [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<blockquote>
I wanna shake
I wanna wind out
I wanna leave
This mind and shout
I&#8217;ve lived
All this life
Like an ocean
In disguise

I don&#8217;t live for
Ever
You can&#8217;t keep
Me here

I wanna race
With the sundown
I want a last breath
Forgive
Every being
The bad feelings
It&#8217;s just me

I won&#8217;t wait
For answers
You can&#8217;t keep
Me here

I wanna rise
And say goodnight
Wanna take
A look on the other side
I&#8217;ve lived
All those lives
It&#8217;s been wonder
Full at night

I will live for
Ever
You can&#8217;t keep
Me here 
</blockquote>

<p><small>(<a href="http://www.musicmademe.com/song/lyrics/56587">Source</a>)</small></p>
]]></content:encoded>
			<wfw:commentRss>http://www.thomaskeller.biz/blog/2008/10/09/you-cant-keep-me-here/feed/</wfw:commentRss>
		<slash:comments>3</slash:comments>
		</item>
		<item>
		<title>Michelle</title>
		<link>http://www.thomaskeller.biz/blog/2008/08/21/michelle/</link>
		<comments>http://www.thomaskeller.biz/blog/2008/08/21/michelle/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Thu, 21 Aug 2008 21:23:57 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Thomas Keller</dc:creator>
				<category><![CDATA[Family & Friends]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Life]]></category>

		<guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.thomaskeller.biz/blog/?p=177</guid>
		<description><![CDATA[Michelle is dead. They found their dead body murdered only a few kilometers from where I live in a pond. Today at 12:30pm. She became only eight years old. (German source, Translation from Google.) Michelle was missed since Monday after she did not return to home from hoard and was last seen with a man [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Michelle is dead. They found their dead body murdered only a few kilometers from where I live in a pond. Today at 12:30pm. She became only eight years old. (<a href="http://www.lvz-online.de/aktuell/content/71204.html" target="_blank">German source</a>, <a href="http://translate.google.com/translate?u=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.lvz-online.de%2Faktuell%2Fcontent%2F71204.html&amp;hl=en&amp;ie=UTF8&amp;sl=de&amp;tl=en" target="_blank">Translation from Google</a>.)</p>

<p>Michelle was missed since Monday after she did not return to home from hoard and was last seen with a man in the upper Lene-Voigt park, a place I go through almost every day with my son when I bring him to the kindergarden.</p>

<p>This strikes me very much. Its always bad news when young children get kidnapped and killed afterwards, but if this happens directly in your neighborhood and you&#8217;re having a small child yourself, this touches you even more. All the love and time you&#8217;ve invested &#8211; gone forever. And everything will remind you at home &#8211; the nursery of course, the toys which may lay around in some other room, the paintings you&#8217;ve got as a present, the kid&#8217;s food in the refrigerator, everything.</p>

<p>What would be my reaction if I was told that my little son was found dead, murdered? What would I do? I don&#8217;t know. I&#8217;d go mad, I&#8217;d scream. I&#8217;d try to find the guy who murdered him and kill him, for sure. But what if he&#8217;d never be found? Could I live with that? I don&#8217;t know. I really don&#8217;t know.</p>

<p>Let me tell you that I feel very much for Michelle&#8217;s parents, and I probably cannot even imagine the pain they feel just right now and in the upcoming weeks, month and over the next years. I very much hope that I never have to go through this. I&#8217;ll try my best and promise to prepare my son for this cruel world as much as I can&#8230;</p>
]]></content:encoded>
			<wfw:commentRss>http://www.thomaskeller.biz/blog/2008/08/21/michelle/feed/</wfw:commentRss>
		<slash:comments>0</slash:comments>
		</item>
		<item>
		<title>Time to move on?</title>
		<link>http://www.thomaskeller.biz/blog/2008/07/23/time-to-move-on/</link>
		<comments>http://www.thomaskeller.biz/blog/2008/07/23/time-to-move-on/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Wed, 23 Jul 2008 07:58:53 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Thomas Keller</dc:creator>
				<category><![CDATA[Life]]></category>

		<guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.thomaskeller.biz/blog/?p=79</guid>
		<description><![CDATA[Women are like software: If you&#8217;re new to it, everything is exciting and awesome, all the fancy things, the bells and whistles you discover make you happy and feel better. As time moves on you&#8217;re getting more used to it, try to master the software f.e. by using shortcuts, customize it and so on. And [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Women are like software: If you&#8217;re new to it, everything is exciting and awesome, all the fancy things, the bells and whistles you discover make you happy and feel better. As time moves on you&#8217;re getting more used to it, try to master the software f.e. by using shortcuts, customize it and so on. And there are times where you find bugs. As a free software hacker you&#8217;re of course up to fixing the bugs yourself and report the patches to upstream.</p>

<p>But what happens if upstream does not accept them? What if the whole patchwork you&#8217;re doing cannot fix the ground architecture of the software, so it would be better to rewrite it from scratch, or, move to another, new fancy software which apparently fixes all the issues of the old one? Maybe you don&#8217;t give up on your old, beloved fellow so fast, so you look for and hire consulting for the software to better understand the inner workings of it. But, what if you still don&#8217;t get the grasp?</p>

<p>Of course its not that easy to switch to another software, you&#8217;ve got very used to it over the years, even developed a particular plugin exactly for it, which would probably not fit into any other look-a-like. And you really love your plugin, since you&#8217;ve written and cared about it for endless hours, but its almost sure it would keep plugged into the old software. How would you decide?</p>

<p>Unfortunately, the decision to move on is incredibly harder to take in real life than with computer software:</p>

<p><code>
$ apt-get install new<br />
  Warning: new conflicts with old<br />
  Deleting packages: old<br />
  Installing packages: new<br />
  Do you wish to apply these changes [y|N]?<br />
</code></p>
]]></content:encoded>
			<wfw:commentRss>http://www.thomaskeller.biz/blog/2008/07/23/time-to-move-on/feed/</wfw:commentRss>
		<slash:comments>1</slash:comments>
		</item>
	</channel>
</rss>
